Optimistic Pessimism. a term i coined not so long ago, which refers to the bad news, that also happens to be good news. in this case, my dear boy, who had to take a course in highschool because he didnt try in school, got to go to the school dance. well, he was going to… but jimmy fallon’s “im an idiot, and im your boyfriend, yes i am” applies here. he didnt get to go INTO the dance because hes a people pleaser. some gr 11 kids wanted him to bring alcohol, so he did. but they searched his bag. so instead of going to the dance, he went to the station instead. $500 fine later, were on the phone. i asked him what his parents said. he said they said they werent mad, just “disappointed”. yeah disappointed enough hes kicked out of the house.
the optimistic pessimism? because he got kicked out, instead of being here with me on monday or tuesday, he will be here tomorrow. well today, i just havent slept yet. too excited to sleep. my dear boy, youre an idiot, and i wouldnt change a damn thing. <3